46 years old. I have nothing to write about other than whine and complain. I don't want to do that to the people I love so I come here so I can get it off my chest. Therapy, thats what I need; but who the hell can afford therapy?
Im stuck. My kids are grown and making their own decisions, good and bad. I work selling lawnmowers and parts for lawnmowers and I design kitchens and bathrooms with an online program. I am in a committed relationship that is just going as far as living together, Marriage has already been vetoed by him. I go to church, I pray, and pray and pray some more. I feel like I should be super happy but I unfortunately I am not.
I do not know how to set goals any longer or what I should be doing or even what I am good at. I am super lost. I am still taking the classes I mentioned in the previous post but the course I am on, I have no clue what I am doing. Its all mathy and I am no mather.. Sheesh....
I know that I am going to be ok, and I will get through this, I do still have my faith but my direction is super fuzzy at the moment.
Have a goodnight,
-A
Watching Apple TV "The Morning Show" at the moment, and loving it...😉
