The Ups and Downs

 46 years old. I have nothing to write about other than whine and complain. I don't want to do that to the people I love so I come here so I can get it off my chest. Therapy, thats what I need; but who the hell can afford therapy?

Im stuck. My kids are grown and making their own decisions, good and bad. I work selling lawnmowers and parts for lawnmowers and I design kitchens and bathrooms with an online program. I am in a committed relationship that is just going as far as living together, Marriage has already been vetoed by him. I go to church, I pray, and pray and pray some more. I feel like I should be super happy but I unfortunately I am not.

I do not know how to set goals any longer or what I should be doing or even what I am good at. I am super lost. I am still taking the classes I mentioned in the previous post but the course I am on, I have no clue what I am doing. Its all mathy and I am no mather.. Sheesh....

I know that I am going to be ok, and I will get through this, I do still have my faith but my direction is super fuzzy at the moment.

Have a goodnight,

-A

Watching Apple TV "The Morning Show" at the moment, and loving it...😉

Classes?

 So, since I have been feeling stuck I decided to take some classes. Digital Marketing and E-commerce...  Here we go....

-A

It's been a while...

 What to say. Ever had so much say and have no idea how to get it out? Well thats why I am here. To ramble, to get it out.

Here goes...

Just rambling here. Typing with no direction to go. Trying to channel my inner Carrie Bradshaw, and nothing.

Bath and retry later?

-A

Lackluster....

I am such a bad blogger. I don't know why I don't utilize it more, I think it would be helpful for me to start writing things down again. Humpfh... I have so much stuff to talk about and I never know which direction to go. Ahh, well soon I will start writing again and maybe start uploading some art too! If I can ever get creative again.... haha...

-Angela

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Testin, 1, 2, 3 testing...

I lost the information to my old blogger, so I am having to start from scratch...lol..

Will write later... ♥